It
is very hard to talk about those things that you enjoy so much and that are
so close to your heart, that are a part of you. You have a drive to understand the truth. You read and read and read and then you meditate on what you have learned. You think and you go inside yourself and you feel your presence. You feel the presence of the divine. You gain inklings of the truth and you begin to understand a little.
But most people aren't ready for this yet, this yearning. It is particularly
hard when you are close to and love the people you would like to open up to
about it. But it can be hard for them to understand too. It is easy to be discouraged.
However, when you create the space, it is then up
to others to enter that space if they decide to - but each in their own time. Many people simply aren't ready to delve into the spiritual journey with you. It is a case of accepting this. There is no judgement involved; it is simply a case of each person being master of their own destiny.
Your presence is enough. The energy you bring is enough.